Friday, August 6, 2010

...just had to write today...

i really needed today. I can't even explain how glad i am to have him back. The "he" i speak of is my little brother Pace. We are all so lucky to have such a wonderful guy in our family! Seriously though, I'm sure he blessed so many lives out there in Canada.
It's so fun to pick em up at the airport, although I wish you could go into the actual terminal like the olden days...
It was so weird though, the second i saw him I started crying, and I am most definitely NOT a crier...or is it cryer...anyways, I reacted like I always do when I start crying...I avoid eye contact and concentrate extremely hard on not crying...and it worked, thankfully...which is a good thing cuz crying in situations such as these are strictly reserved for mommies...i'm getting sappier as I age i guess....or maybe all the dumb boys (yes boys, cuz a real men don't make ladies cry) in my life have just broken me down into a emotional weakling....regardless, i don't think anyone noticed :)
As I said before, I needed today...I have the feeling that my Pacey is just the one to help me figure out who i am again and kick my butt back in order....i'm all over the place these days...

You are just one of those amazing people in my life that inspire me to be the best version of myself.
I love you and appreciate you more than you know.

4 comments:

Allison and Josh said...

YAY! You updated! I'm so glad your bro is back! Love you, Kon!

Abe and Lisa said...

Great post Kon. Loved the update and love that Pace is back. I know that you two are way close. And I miss my kon kon tonzzz!!!!!!

kONniKaLITa said...

Love you girls!!!!!!!

kj said...

I am so glad you shared your feelings. I predict that your lives will intertwine as siblings and socially as friends. I'm happy for both of you. Your tears were joyful and nothing to be ashamed of ever! I love you dearly!