...just had to write today...

i really needed today. I can't even explain how glad i am to have him back. The "he" i speak of is my little brother Pace. We are all so lucky to have such a wonderful guy in our family! Seriously though, I'm sure he blessed so many lives out there in Canada.
It's so fun to pick em up at the airport, although I wish you could go into the actual terminal like the olden days...
It was so weird though, the second i saw him I started crying, and I am most definitely NOT a crier...or is it cryer...anyways, I reacted like I always do when I start crying...I avoid eye contact and concentrate extremely hard on not crying...and it worked, thankfully...which is a good thing cuz crying in situations such as these are strictly reserved for mommies...i'm getting sappier as I age i guess....or maybe all the dumb boys (yes boys, cuz a real men don't make ladies cry) in my life have just broken me down into a emotional weakling....regardless, i don't think anyone noticed :)
As I said before, I needed today...I have the feeling that my Pacey is just the one to help me figure out who i am again and kick my butt back in order....i'm all over the place these days...

You are just one of those amazing people in my life that inspire me to be the best version of myself.
I love you and appreciate you more than you know.